FO and Early Christmas Wishlist part 2

ugh... it's been a few days since my last post. Im just so freakin' busy with school works :| Oh well, this is supposedly the 2nd part of my Christmas wishlist, but first I got to tell what happened with my ex-friend. Well, a day after she told everyone my secret, I received a message from her on fb saying that she's so sorry for what happened. And that's just it. No explanations whatsoever. I was so pissed off. I mean she could have at least called me to say sorry, or just say why she did that. I could have forgiven her easily if she did so. But no, she just said sorry. I may be lame for not accepting that sorry, but I'm always like that, the word sorry is not enough for me. Yesterday she came up with me, and just hugged me and cried her eyes out. She's a really touchy and emotional person, so I expected this to happen. But what pissed me off is that she did this in the middle of the crowd, where everyone can see. Like she's seeking sympathy of other people. I was so furious, I want to push her off, but I can't because I don't want everyone to think I'm being a brat. But hey ex-friend, you could have just pulled me aside and say sorry and hug me and everything would be okay. I am telling you, I might have forgiven you but I'm in no way forgetting this. Ugh... I hate this feeling. 

Anyway, so this is the second part of my wishlist :)

6. A phone call from someone special. Hahaha this might be lame, but when I think about it, the last time I received a special call from someone was like almost a year ago :)) And when I say special call it meant like a good long convo, just catching up on each other. Not a necessity call. Definitely not a booty call. Just you know, like, "hey V i missed you, what's up?". All the calls I've been receiving lately are school or organization related. Oh, I've been getting calls from my family too, but those are more, "What time will you be home?". hahaha or my friends' hang out call " HEYY dude! come over now! Over and Out!" hahaha :) The special call from someone special that I wish need not be romantic. Just a good long convo is fine with me :)

7. I asked my close guy friend, "What do you want for Christmas?". He answered, "All I need for Christmas... is love". So for my 7th wish, I hope he'd find love before Christmas :))

for the next numbers.... er.... i dunno, I haven't thought about them yet :P till next time :D

-V-

Friendship Over

Dear ex-friend,
        Yes you heard me right ex-friend! I am so damn furious with what you've done. I trusted you. I poured my heart out to you. I trusted you wont say it to anybody, I told you not to say it to anybody. Damn. What have you done? I told you that secret because you're one of my closest friend. When I told you not to tell it to anybody, I meant anybody. What? I've confided in you like around 2 am earlier, and you're telling everyone by 12 nn? what the hell was that about? Really dude, really? OMFG I just freakin' hate you right now! Say all the sorry you want, but there's no way I'm gonna trust you again bitch.

#nowplaying

Here We Go Again
Paramore

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And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all time to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not, no I'm not.
Well, I'm not.

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Yes, I'm not sad to let you go ex-friend. But I hope your happy with what you've done. If your goal is to hurt me, well you've succeeded! Big time.

Not so much love,
Your ex-friend

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*sigh, to my beautiful followers: I'm sorry my sunny personality is lost in this blog :( I'm just so upset and had to let this all out. My bubbly, sunny personality will emerge again next post :P