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hey guys, I haven't posted anything yet again. Just been so busy with school stuff. The first time I wrote this blog I got nothing to post. But now that a lot of crazy things has been happening with me- the thing with J, my semester ending with me not graduating, conflicts in the family and school rally (walked 8 miles with other thousand  students, will tell this in the future), I have no time to put them all up! ugggh :| I hate being so busy :( And I still got a lot of blogs to read :( I miss reading them and commenting to each posts. Anyway, I'll update this blog again, perhaps next week. Yeah, probably next week since that would be sembreak for me already. Hope all of you are having a blast nowadays! Bye guys! :D

-V-

Christmas Wishlist UPDATES! :)

"Be careful what you wished for, cause you just might get it..."

And hell yeah I DID! :D remember my Christmas wishlist? Well, my 6th wish (special call from someone) did come true :) yeyy! 

I have mentioned on my first post that I met someone online who is very very special. He lives in New Jersey, studies in Philadelphia (stopped last Summer quarter but will return this Fall quarter). We have so many things alike, and we have been talking for several months already, either through YM, FB, Skype :) Plain chat, video chat, voice chat everything :) We never get bored of each other, we can talk like almost everything even boring stuffs and still enjoy every minute of it. We have exactly 12 hour difference which is so awful. That's why I can feel his sincerity because most of the time when I don't have classes, we chat from 9 am to 12mn on my end (9pm to 12 nn on his end). Anyway, it might sound that we're having a crazy relationship right now, but we dont. Well I think we're almost there, but I'm not thinking about it now, I'm just enjoying every second of it :)

I just came from school yesterday, got into a crazy blazing argument with my professor (bitch.) and I was ready to take a quick nap, when my cellphone rang.

(not verbatim, just how I remembered it)
*ring *ring (lol thats not my ring tone though :P)
Me: *looked at cp, felt really weird seeing an unregistered and a fairly long number compared to Philippine's normal mobile numbers.
Me: err.. who's this? *nervous
J: hey V, what's up?
Me: J?
J: Of course it's me! Can't even recognize my voice? :(
Me: Well, I have to make sure that it's really you. Did something happen? Why are you calling me on my phone?
J: Nothing, I just want to talk to you. Talking to you on the phone kinda feels like we're a bit closer than we did on Skype. Don't you want me to call you? and don't be surprised that I know your number, you posted your number on Skype.
Me: but wouldn't this cost a lot for you?
J: So what? I want to talk to you. If I have all the money in the world, I'd book a plane there right at this very instant. But for now, I can only afford international calls. But heck we gotta make every second counts! I was meaning to say this to you yesterday, but I reckon I have to do it the best way possible. So, the reason why I called you is because I've got to say... I... wait why am I blushing crazy? hahaha, I'm freaking nervous right now!
Me: Hahaha oh but why are you nervous?
J: Because I want to say... I think I'm feeling a lot more than like for you. Yes, a lot more than just regular 'like'.
Me: awww *blush
J: Just awww? hahahaha! V, that took a lot of courage for me to say itt :))
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Well, the call went for more than 30 minutes I guess, I dont know how much he'd pay for that though :))) But I made sure every second really did count. And I dont know why, but him calling me on my cellphone is way different when we are just using video or vioce chat. I mean different in a super good way. Why is that?

Oh 1 Christmas wish down! :) I am just so happy right now that my 6th wish did come true. I mean, its not that really hard to actually happen, just that I am not expecting that J would be the one to make it real for me <3

Hahaha, it's funny, I felt like a little teenager again because of that :))

Till next post!

-V-

-PS- sorry I haven't posted for a while, I was just so busy with school :P

FO and Early Christmas Wishlist part 2

ugh... it's been a few days since my last post. Im just so freakin' busy with school works :| Oh well, this is supposedly the 2nd part of my Christmas wishlist, but first I got to tell what happened with my ex-friend. Well, a day after she told everyone my secret, I received a message from her on fb saying that she's so sorry for what happened. And that's just it. No explanations whatsoever. I was so pissed off. I mean she could have at least called me to say sorry, or just say why she did that. I could have forgiven her easily if she did so. But no, she just said sorry. I may be lame for not accepting that sorry, but I'm always like that, the word sorry is not enough for me. Yesterday she came up with me, and just hugged me and cried her eyes out. She's a really touchy and emotional person, so I expected this to happen. But what pissed me off is that she did this in the middle of the crowd, where everyone can see. Like she's seeking sympathy of other people. I was so furious, I want to push her off, but I can't because I don't want everyone to think I'm being a brat. But hey ex-friend, you could have just pulled me aside and say sorry and hug me and everything would be okay. I am telling you, I might have forgiven you but I'm in no way forgetting this. Ugh... I hate this feeling. 

Anyway, so this is the second part of my wishlist :)

6. A phone call from someone special. Hahaha this might be lame, but when I think about it, the last time I received a special call from someone was like almost a year ago :)) And when I say special call it meant like a good long convo, just catching up on each other. Not a necessity call. Definitely not a booty call. Just you know, like, "hey V i missed you, what's up?". All the calls I've been receiving lately are school or organization related. Oh, I've been getting calls from my family too, but those are more, "What time will you be home?". hahaha or my friends' hang out call " HEYY dude! come over now! Over and Out!" hahaha :) The special call from someone special that I wish need not be romantic. Just a good long convo is fine with me :)

7. I asked my close guy friend, "What do you want for Christmas?". He answered, "All I need for Christmas... is love". So for my 7th wish, I hope he'd find love before Christmas :))

for the next numbers.... er.... i dunno, I haven't thought about them yet :P till next time :D

-V-

Early Christmas Wishlist part 1

Here in the Philippines, when September starts it only means one thing... :)

CHRISTMAS SEASON!

I love Christmas! I looooove every thing about Christmas! From delectable dishes which fill our dining table, to colorful twinkling lights outside every home, to huge Christmas tree with lotss of (empty) colorful gifts underneath it, to soft calming carolers' voices outside our house, to fat and fake-bearded Santa Claus in the malls, to feeling the cool Christmas breeze, to being together with my family, and of course to reliving every God's grace. I always will love Christmas, even without the gifts, the decorations, the foods... You know, just to spend quality time with my family, that feels so so awesome.

So back to the purpose of my blog. :P I decided to write a post for the things I love to have (tangible or intangible) for Christmas :) Hopefully, Santa would grant me my wishes hahahaha :)) And I'm going to post this every now and then when I think of new things that I would love to have for Christmas :P

1. Let's start off with a material thing :P I was listening to the music of Meg and Dia (I'm not sure if anyone is familiar to this band, umm.. well their vocalist Dia Frampton is runner up in The Voice). I love this band and I've been following them since 3 years ago. I'm a stupid fan, :( I didn't know Meg blogs too :( here's the link http://www.chandlertherobot.com/ ... anyway, being a stupid fan, I just found out that she designs and creates jewelries! :) Her creations are really pretty! Here are some:

Aren't they pretty? :( Oh I love to have one so bad, or learn how to make them! Yes, I hope I could make something as pretty as this :)

2. I hope I could finish my thesis for me to graduate this October. Well, I'm still hoping that I'd be able to. But if I can't graduate this October, I wish that I could get a part time job so that I have something to do from October to March :)) and I would need the extra money so bad :)

3. I hope I could see snow this December. We don't have snow here in the Philippines. ugh.. it sucks! I want snow! :)) How could I make this dream come true? It's next to impossible that I could book a flight to US. First, I. Have. No. Money. :( Second, even if somehow I get money for the plane ticket, I don't want to go on a trip alone! I doubt if my friends would accompany me, and my parents and brothers couldn't even afford to leave their work for a Christmas vacation.

4. Well, to answer my problem in #3, my 4th wish would be to win a lottery and be a millionaire instantly! >:) or I could learn how to make those cute accessories above and sell them and get a lot of money! hahaha silly me!:P

5. Seriously, I hope that whatever happens, my family would still be complete this Christmas. I wouldn't care if I couldn't see snow, or couldn't get that super cute accessory. As long as I have my family with me, I'd be super happy :)

Hahaha I didn't know writing this mini wishlist could be this fun! :) Stay tune for my part 2 :P Till next time :)

-V-



----P.S.
I made a new friend name April through blog :) she's really nice :) check her blog too if you have time :) http://whenlovelaughsinyourface.blogspot.com/ thanks :D

Friendship Over

Dear ex-friend,
        Yes you heard me right ex-friend! I am so damn furious with what you've done. I trusted you. I poured my heart out to you. I trusted you wont say it to anybody, I told you not to say it to anybody. Damn. What have you done? I told you that secret because you're one of my closest friend. When I told you not to tell it to anybody, I meant anybody. What? I've confided in you like around 2 am earlier, and you're telling everyone by 12 nn? what the hell was that about? Really dude, really? OMFG I just freakin' hate you right now! Say all the sorry you want, but there's no way I'm gonna trust you again bitch.

#nowplaying

Here We Go Again
Paramore

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And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all time to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not, no I'm not.
Well, I'm not.

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Yes, I'm not sad to let you go ex-friend. But I hope your happy with what you've done. If your goal is to hurt me, well you've succeeded! Big time.

Not so much love,
Your ex-friend

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*sigh, to my beautiful followers: I'm sorry my sunny personality is lost in this blog :( I'm just so upset and had to let this all out. My bubbly, sunny personality will emerge again next post :P